I’m moving on.
The love, kisses, including the heartbreak.
To a lost love but gaining a thousand and more great memories.
Looking back, it was all worth it.
And it’s the greatest feeling ever knowing i’m no longer scared shitless without you.
Don’t you just hate it when your friends copy everything you do? Want everything you have? You’re friends, and that sucks all the more because it makes you feel guilty for getting annoyed. Am i supposed to feel awful about this? I honestly don’t. Because this has gone for way too long and however bad this might sound, this time, i don’t want to be friends anymore.
Just because i said i love you, doesn’t mean we have to date. One of the things you have to understand is im not quite the girl that i was before. I’m not always fun. I have to say im boring most of the time. I live with books, movies, the internet, torn pages from notebooks, pencils and music (most of it, you call noise). I giggle at the sight of hot japanese men, anime bishounens and Ed Westwick. Im a picky eater, too lazy for a girl and a disaster.
I’m a bad start. Or let’s just say (as cliche as this may sound), i’m not ready. This is a bad time. Do not wait for me because i know how that feels. And it really and truly sucks to have pass on better chances because you got stuck. I made that mistake once and i got through a bitter end. I won’t decide for you, but this is what i have to say.
In all honesty.
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